I want to feel isolated.

Hello everyone. I thought today I would have a proper heart-heart conversation about myself and what has been going on.

Recently I have wanted to feel quite isolated. It is weird that I want to feel like that because I do. I hate being asked whether I am okay or what's up.

I mean, I don't need anyone.

Today at break, I was will some friends and I ended up reading because I didn't want to involve myself in pointless coversations. So I read for a bit then was speaking to my french teacher about my homework. (By the way I have just spent the last 2 hours doing this homework, she better be impressed) I just feel like I do not need anybody.

So I walked into history after the bell, and sat down. Instantly my teacher knew what was up and asked my whether I was okay. I said I was fine, but she didn't believe me, haha. After class I needed to finish of some work, self voluntary so I didn't have to be near anyone and she asked me again. This teacher I can trust, she has been there for me since I had moved to this school and has always been understanding and considerate. I told her everything. The fact I didn't want anybody, I wanted to be alone, I feel crowded. So she said I could spend the lunch in her class, which was great for me because I could have some time to myself to think. She was talking and giving me advice.

She then went for her lunch and told me they were outside, so she sent them away and said that I have too much work to do. So they went.
This teacher is amazing, she told me to tell them she was being a cow and keeping me in at lunch so they didn't think I was avoiding them.
I didn't say that of cause because She has been there for me and did not want to make her out to be a unkind cow. haha.

My point is I don't need anybody.
What do I do now?? :)

 Thanks for reading, anon xox