Weight, Friendships and Life...

Heya!

So first!! My weight...
I don't really know why I am sharing this, Just trying to get it off my chest I guess.
So as you know, I have been being sick quite frequently which, has been stressful as my weight has dropped a lot...
So, in November I weighed 128 pounds.
Now I weigh 120. I want to be 110, considering how rapidly my weight is dropping that shouldn't be a problem. I keep being sick everyday and I exercise. ( I am exhausted right now because of exercising) So ya!!!

Secondly, friendships...
I am uncertain as if you know this or not, but recently I had a little disagreement/fallout/argument with a friend. I would say a close one, ya a close one. Anyway, I felt like she was controlling me and taking over my life. So I had enough and just fell out with her. Anyways, on Thursday and Friday HALF TERM!!! we had to go in for an Exam in ICT, I got an A* by the way ;). Anyway, we were talking and things, yuno as you do, being civil. But then when my friend found out she was like 'well now she thinks you're her friend, you need to set her straight' But I don't think I want to 'set her straight' considering how well our conversation went. I will choose who I am friends with.


Thanks :)

So I wrote a poem about anxiety:) Thought I would share it. I've posted on AllPoetry which is an amazing website where you can post your own poems.

This is my one, I wrote it a while back but came across it again:)

Anxiety in this society!

Someone said something about me,

It's starting to drive me crazy, 

Oh please don't make this start again, 

It is happening a lot lately.

My thoughts are beginning to race,

To fast for my own pace, 

I keep tryin' to make it stop,

I can feel my self drop.

It is called anxiety, 

Oh and there goes gravity,

Here comes insanity,

Living in this society.

I need somebody to help me,

I fall to my knees, 

I'm scared and I'm hopeless,

I hope no-one sees.

Yet I keep trying and trying to feel so much better,

It seems like my room is my only shelter.

I try hard to get the grades, 

But yet each day time always seems to fade, 

I'm getting weaker and weaker by the day, 

When will this go away?

It is called anxiety,

Oh and there goes gravity,

Here comes insanity,

Living in this society.

All rights are reserved to me, as it says on the website:) If this has inspired you or you would like another poem, just comment and let me know :) 

20 questions tag!

Thought I would do a tag because haven't done one ever, I don't think:)

1.Thing you cannot leave the house without?
-My phone:0
2.Favorite brand of makeup?
-Mac
3.Favorite Flowers?
-roses<34.Fav clothing stores?
-New look...5.Fav perfume?
-Beyonce by far :)6.Heels or flats?
-Flats
7.Do you make good grades?
-Yeah, A* in my last maths mock ;)
8.Fav colors?
-Teal, Sea glass pearl and lilac.
9.Do you drink energy drinks?
- I don't really, although I do if I haven't had a coffee
10.Do you drink juice?
-Not really, try to stay of fatty things!
11.Do you like swimming?
-Yes, probably my best sport:)
12.Do you eat fries with a fork?
-Yeah, hate touching my food-_-
13.Whats your fav moisturizer?
-Dove:)
14.Do you want to get married later on in life?
-Yeah, and have 3 kids :)15.Do you get mad easily?
-My friends would think so, but I think I am fine:)
16.Are you into ghost hunting?
-I believe in ghost like mad, in fact look out for a ghost blog post:) But haven't really ghost hunted:)
17.Any phobias?
-Speaking in public and getting bad grades. I hate people touching me-_-
18.Do you bite your nails?
- Hummm?? Yeah, but I haven't in like 3 weeks-_-
19.Have you ever had a near death experience?
-Nopee:)
20.Do you drink coffee? 
- Like all the time, I rarely sleep, so I live of it :)

Thanks for reading, I tag everybody xox 

Getting good grades.

Hiya everybody ;) 

Today I thought I would talk about Grades and school -_-. So for most teenagers in secondary school, College, and university we have these things called exam's. Why am I saying it like you don't know we have them?

Anyway.. I am in year 10 which means I am sitting most of my mocks in the next couple of weeks and completing all my controlled assessment pieces. So far I have completed 3 controlled assessments in English and I am on my Forth one now. I still have 3 to complete I think. 

Fortunately, we have not started any coursework in science...whew!

Recently, I have sat my maths mock for the AQA thing and thankfully. I got a B in the non-calculator and and A* in the calculator, achieving not only the best in the class for calculator, but the best overall. :) This made me so proud, as I wan't to be a maths teacher and achieving something like this is amazing for me. 

After half term I am sitting my Physics, Chemistry and Biology, mock's for P1, P2, C1, C2, B1 and B2. How daunting. I really want a B or higher for all of them, but you know, I will try my best and if I don't succeed there is always the next time, seeing as these are mocks. 

Anyway, I revise constantly because I get paranoid if I get a low grade or something. 

The school is worried about my heath etc, as there are times where I haven't slept because I have been revising or haven't ate because I haven't had the time, so I have just fainted. -_- I think it is best to balance out everything and revise a lot but a little ;) if that makes sense. Even revising an hour of physics a week can be the difference between an B and an A...

Another thing, it is half term and I am being made to go and sit my ICT exam's of thursday and friday -_- oh the joys...

I will update you on that one because I like ICT and got a D* (distinction=A*) on my first part:)

Good luck to everybody who is sitting there mock's these next couple of week or is doing coursework or controlled assessments;)

Thanks you for reading xox 

Friendships and battleships!

Hello everyone..

So we all have friends, which sometimes can get us frustrated and make us want to scream.

Yeah.

I have this friend... Well friend, I wouldn't really call her that would you?

• She has told me to cut my hair because I have split ends.
• How to do my make-up
• What clothes I wear.
• Laughing at anything I do.
• Criticizing any little thing that I do.
• Telling me I have spots.
• Acting like Misses Queen Bee.
• Sniggering under her breath
• Coping my work.
• Telling me that I don't work out a question like that.
• Constantly distracting me from my work.
• Steals my food.
• Always askes me for stuff.
• If she beats me in something she is like, ha look I did it before you!

I am a 15 year old teenage girl. I am not perfect, I have flaws. So does she. I don't go around criticizing her. I get spots, so does she. My make-up isn't perfect, I will choose whether or not to wear a skirt to school or not. I am not being bossed about by a teenage girl, thank you very much. I do my own work, for my grades. I don't do my work for her to duplicate. Even if she does do a question before me, It is probably wrong anyway.

I don't like to rant like this, but the other day I broke down to my parents about it all. They told me to have the day off school, but I didn't because I am a geek when it comes to school -_- 

Thanks for reading. If you have any problems of your own with your friendship groups, feel free to email me : chloejane277@gmail.com 

Love yaaa xxxx