Do you ever feel.

Did not really want to do this one. Had a really happy cheery one planned.

Do you ever feel like you want to be alone. Lost. In your own state of mind. Your own world. Your own visions. Wanting to be the only one to conquer the road or path you have taken, no help. Just you.
I feel like this every single day without fail.

Somehow I always feel like I want to be alone. In school mostly. I really do not want to be close to anybody. Even friends with them. I am sick and tired of people asking me whether I am okay. What is the matter. Why I never speak anymore. The truth is...

I don't want to. I want to be alone. Isolated. Left. I don't need any body to support me or help me. I do not need any body to help me with school. I wish they understood. But somehow they never do. I thought I was screaming at them to leave me alone. I guess not. Why do this.
They think it is fun to comment on my hair, telling me how to cut it, how to style it. How to do my eyebrows. What colour lip gloss suits me the best. What types of clothing I should wear. What order to do things in. I didn't realise there was hundreds of people running my life.
I don't know. I used to be a cheerful, Happy, chatting 15 year old girl. Now. I am an unhappy, quiet, shy, isolated, drowsy 15 year old who thinks she can do things on her
own. CAN SHE? I believe she can. Do you???


Thanks for reading xox