Advice?

So hello!
I didn't think about doing this one, until just.

I think I might be a bit closed of from everyone.

As you know, I have anxiety.
Recently I was talking to a teacher because she was worried and blahhhhh..
Anyway she has a meeting with my parents and they said I don't really go out much and just tay in m room and study.
Yeah that's true.
But the facts is that I never want to go out!
I am completely not social at all and never really wan't to speak to anyone.
I will have conversations with people in school and zone out a few seconds later. Even to some of my bestfriend's. I am going to keep them anonymous obviously so lets call them, Sophie, Natasha and Gwen ( Yeah, I like Gwen)

Anyway! What should I do?

I haven't spoke to them at all over Christmas holidays, or met up with them. School is defo going to be awkward on Tuesday!
I am that bad my teacher had to tell me I need to build as a person outside of school. She said she will check if I have met up with anyone over the hols!!

What do I say?

I told her I don't need anyone, because I really don't. And then she asked me weather my friends make me happy and I said no, because they really don't. And she said, then there not your friends.
I don't know whether I am just being a stubborn !@*£% or not. I AM AREN'T I?

urg, I feel so stupid rn, Oh well, anybody got any advice????????



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